有人話一件只要做廿一次就能夠變成習慣!

但係咁樣既廿一次之後我會變成點呢?真係好驚,好驚...

好多野都只係睇我點諗,一念天堂,一念地獄...只有我先知邊度係天堂,邊度係地獄!

我諗呢個人應該係我既地獄,但係點解我成日都面向地獄呢?真係好蠢...

我個頭就黎穿喇, 幾時先唔會再撞落同一塊板呢?

呢排諗緊搬屋既問題,唔知搬唔搬到呢? 究竟我搬好唔搬好呢? 祈下禱先...

但係個timing好岩喎...一切都好似係神比我咁...唔知呢?

你話搬唔搬好呢?

今日過左開心的一日...今朝好早起左身,諗住返學,但係點知頭痛,所以冇返,同埋想趕功課,點知下個月先要交!

不過都唔緊要啦, 都做左一半,都好好,之後同媽咪玩左一陣webcam, 同人chat下msn,又再HEA過!

睇左好多series, 點知有個"好友" MSN我...佢又知我未食lunch...

係UNEXPECTATION之下,有個熱騰騰的KFC黎左喎...好感動呀...唔知我係咪又蠢左呢?

食完個KFC之後就出左去,諗住買D野放係屋企既,一個人住,屋企咩都冇,都真係唔係好得,係有錢的時候應該買定D野喇...

點知,行街之制,我又買左頂帽喇...不過好靚,再係第2間見到一頂好似既,又想買埋佢,同埋多條頸巾呀,唔知做咩呢排真係勁鐘意買頸巾,有人已經話我架喇,話我有幾多條頸喎...最終都係冇買度,不過話下次再見到就應該係我架喇...哈哈...

不過今日都好開心架喇...不過我知我唔可以咁...但係as a frd姐...冇事既...

Lost lost lost lost....Really lost.

So messy in my mind. Dun even know what I am thinking and doing. Just wanna cry. But I didn't cos I know I cant. I cant be so week.

I've been grow up. I have to handle all the emotion by myself. Cant let others always beside me. I am a useless person. Seems I cant do anything to others. Cant make others happy. Cant do my best. Cant let others feel warm. But how can I? I dun even feel warm, how can I give warm?

I know there has many many ppl and angels around me but then...I feel so sorry for them. Just feel like I always bring trouble to them. Everyone want to have a Happy life. So do I.

Many things I have to know and already known. But why I still go on. I am too stupid to face to ppl. Sorry to all my frds. I am really messy now. I cant face to you guys. Please forgive me.

Somehow, I wnana stand out of yours. I will be fine. I needa close to GOD. I needa pray more. I am still a kid. I seems cant do anything. Sorry sorry sorry......

I have to be strong. But just give me some time. I will fine. Flow up now. Dont need to find me. I will be fine....

終於都unpack完我間房喇...

係就係細D...但係都好warm呀...好多衫!

哈哈...尋日好開心...因為去左shopping...哈哈...買左條scarf喇..好開心...

又買埋對鞋同件衫....冇得頂...我既購物慾又黎喇..點算呀?我要慳D使呀...

講左唔好使咁多架嘛...好...其實都唔係好多姐...

今日day off,係時候要relax下同買下野食喇...屋企竟然冇野食...哈...因為返左黎之後係冇買過野可以煮得黎食既野囉....真好笑...但係都差唔多返左成個月架喇...

講真..我真係唔想煮...同埋唔係好識煮囉...唔好逼我啦...

唔知今晚會唔會有個好既晚呢?

突然好想打XG,所以就開左呢篇野喇...

今日又好早起左身,本來諗住搬屋,但係遲左黎...

之後ONLINE問左好多人既意見,突然覺得前路好唔明朗...好唔知點...

真係要祈禱先得喇...唔可以咁呀...好多野要決定喇!

I am really confuse...wt should I do now? I have to ask my tutor about the applying of the college and uni. Sigh...And need to ask more ppl in hk as well